&maybe, we were made for eachother. -

So things have been quite crazy lately.

Zinnia has been spending a couple weekends with us and doing things with the family, its quite nice I must say. We made taffy apples this sunday after apple picking. Last we had our xmen marathon, which was also a grand evening.

Friday we all (being Heather, Meagan, Justin, Beth & I) went to see Grudge 2. I had the best time I've had in well over a year. I laughed so uncontrolably and smiled the entire time. We went to Steak&Shake after and watched the underage kids get kicked out, how delightful. We started remembering old times we each had had in a s&s and it made me a bit sad. ohwell. Then on Saturday we went over to Catie&Hannah's house. MAN was it a blast. I once again laughed my butt off and I wouldn't change that for the WORLD!.. Thanks for inviting us all over that day Catie, and thanks Hannah for REINVITING us over when Catie told us no.

My cellphone got shut off today, and I'm not sure if its because Daniel is pissed at my Mom asking him to start paying for it since he owes her money, or if its just because we had such a high bill and its not been paid. Either way - I'm phoneless and that makes me nervous because what if something happens with Benn in the car and I've no phone and I'm in the middle of nowhere?.. Serves me right for signing up for something with someone who didn't intend on sticking around.

Speaking of which, I plan on visiting Maxwell in the end of December. Would be lovely if I could stay for more than 3-5 days, but work overcomes play so I have to be back before newyears, which blows. I'd love to see him wasted, only so I can give him crap and hopefully get him to stop drinking. My ex Chris has been trying to talk with me again, which is kinda crazy but in some ways not. I kinda miss the guy.. in some weird way. I've been sitting down staring into nothing, thinking about ex's alot lately. Where they are, what they're doing, am I missed? Its weird when you sit and think of it that way and 9 times out of 10 I'm sure that I'm not, but you cannot sit in selfpity forever. Good times are always had with each person God brings into your life, and as someone has said to me before God may bring people in your world for a reason but he will also take them out for a reason and you can't fight it.. or something like that. I can't say that I don't miss any ex of mine, but I also can't say that I'd change the way things have gone in my past. Its time for a new, and Maxwell is definatly bringing that new along at a very nice pace. I've cared for him forever, so its only a given that we try things out correct? Longdistance relationships are mega hard though, but I think if we try and stick things out I wont be a kinda girlfriend anymore.





OH! &&I'm so way excited for baptisms.. Who's all coming? Let me know so I can make sure you know where to sit and such :]

xo.